Start blogging again?

I guess it has been quite a long time that i didn't write..I tried, but i guess most
of the writing might be offensive to some ppl..well actually just one- my husband..ehehe --and this blog is gonna be my secret blog..no one knows me and my husband doesn't know that it even exist..not that i want to keep a secret from my husband (i love him dearly) ..it is just that i don't want him to be sad knowing that i have been keeping alot of thing in my chest..

Things has been upside down for me for the past 2 years .
1)I've changed job --which later just to find the job very stressful and how i hate my boss..(so who doesn't?)

2) I was diagnosed with cysts in my right ovary.(and that's explains why i've gained 14.5 kg) and i have difficulty to conceive..

3)My job application in one of the MNC company was rejected because i was over qualified..darn!!

4)I really..really..really hate my job...